Since Cody and I have moved forward with so many changes, this quote makes me feel a lot better. I have done things that I said I would never do, given up things that mean a lot to me, and I don’t even get the satisfaction of knowing how it is all going to turn out.
I truly think though that the risk is going to be well worth it. Whether we try new things or not, the time will pass. I don’t want to look back and think, ‘what if?’ I have never seen anyone be worse off for having education or going after worthy dreams. There are days that I think about Cody and I both in school, eventually having a baby, and living off of the money from jobs that we don’t have yet, and I wonder if I am equipped for this, but the alternative is much much worse…not trying. I already know I can’t settle for less than our current efforts. I know that Heavenly Father is aware of us, and I am certain that he will help us. He already has!!! P.S. Cody got on the Fall Winter track at BYU-Idaho so he officially is starting in January and will hopefully be able to get on fast track (going to school all three semesters a year) quickly. More great news…many of his credits from CSN transfer.
Lately my mind has been on: making money, saving money, moving to Idaho, and how to pass the GRE.
Making money: This process is taking longer than I had imagined in my mind.
Saving money: I have decided that if we didn’t eat or travel this would be a lot easier to do.
Moving to Idaho: I am ready.
How to pass the GRE: I don’t know. Please don’t make me study anymore!
I hope everyone is doing well. HAVE A GREAT DAY!